In 1998 I went through my first awakening in the middle of my first Reiki session. It was one of the most extraordinary and profound experiences of my life. After that session, I went that following weekend to learn more about healing.
Like many, my childhood was not easy. I grew up in very abusive, high stress, non-supportive environment. As a child I was delayed on many levels. I was extreme poor health while trying to survive many types of abuse. I never felt safe in my environment and did not know what feeling safe felt like until I was an adult and did my own searching and healing.
I had always been sensitive as a child and I was greatly misunderstood by my parents and my peers. Because of this, I had locked that part of myself away because It was misunderstood so often. But the day I had that first Reiki session, my practitioner carried the key that unlocked that door.That one session changed my life and sent me on a whole new trajectory that I would never had imagined or thought of before that session.
Two decades later, I have studied countless modalities and worked with many clients. But, one of my biggest teachers has been listening to my soul and doing my own soul healing. My own growth has been my greatest teacher. We can take all the modalities in the world, but if we haven't healed ourselves and looked at our own wounds and heal them, our clients will keep showing up to mirror what within us still needs to be healed.
One of my favorite quotes that embodies this I'd Like to share with you :
“You can accept or reject the way you are treated by other people, but until you heal the wounds of your past, you will continue to bleed. You can bandage the bleeding with food, with alcohol, with drugs, with work, with cigarettes, with sex, but eventually, it will all ooze through and stain your life. You must find the strength to open the wounds, stick your hands inside, pull out the core of the pain that is holding you in your past, the memories, and make peace with them” ― Iyanla Vanzant, Yesterday, I Cried
That happened for the first 10 years of my career. It wasn't until my daughter was born, my second awakening, did I see what within me still needed to be healed. Her birth opened a new door to healing.
I had to look at my soul and see what I still had left depth within me to heal and recover so that I could be whole for her. This revelation made me go deep in ways I didn't know was possible. It taught me to look at myself and everyone I worked with in a whole new way.
Everything that happens to us in the past and now is held within our divine soul blue print and cellular memory. In the quantum fields everything is happening and existing simultaneously. By accessing someones higher-self and their divine soul blueprint you can read the clients quantum field and uncover the blocks that are blocking them from their own divine frequency. We can also see how these distorted frequencies were created and the lessons they hold. Bringing forward this information is highly transformative and has helped many people reclaim the power and to create change and take new actions empowered.
When a soul has experienced a trauma ,trauma or long term stress, the impact on that soul can make that person feel disconnected from their being, happiness and joy. Many clients say, they do not understand why they can't feel the way they used to. They can't feel, laugh or even cry the way the did before a certain event or situation occurred in their life. That's because that situation or event left an impact on their soul so deeply and they have disconnected from a piece of themselves.
Once I assist them in reclaiming that piece again, they feel truly reconnected to themselves and their soul again. They have the clarity they have been searching for.
Deep diving into the soul has truly changed my life and many others from all around the world. It is so transformative and activating. I love when we find that one thing that is holding the key for a client. I get so excited and I can't wait to see them soar.
I am not currently seeing clients. I am sharing information and insight with others now through my podcast and through writing. On my podcast "The Souls Journeys" I talk about awakening, the struggles and the beauty of ascension. The Process is different for everyone, but we are all headed to the same direction. On my podcast I share tools, insight and information that help many find peace during the process.
The energies and times we are all experiencing can seem intense, emotionally exhausting, and scary for many. Many times a reminder and a new perspective can help you find you ground and power again. I created this podcast as a tool to help others and to reach as many people as possible. The more people we have awakening on this planet and the more light we can bring in, the sooner we tilt the scales and ascend this planet and humanity to the new earth. My goal is to help as many people as possible on their journey. I have been on this journey for decades. It has not been a smooth ride.
I hope by me sharing my journey and the stories of others on their awakening journey, will help you put the puzzle pieces into to place and help you feel more connected to the source within you. The source that we all are.
Wishing you all Peace, Joy and Love,